I've been thinking a lot about creativity. Probably because I've just crawled out of a creative black hole. Usually I don't worry too much about feeling blocked as I think it's like insomnia eventually you will fall asleep. So I figured this uncreative state would just pass as I went through my daily rituals and worked on current projects. However this time around my lack of creative thought was lasting much too long. I felt like all my receptors were coated in slime so nothing triggered an inspiring thought.
First I thought it was because I was sleep deprived. I remember when I was a new mom my creativity suffered. Getting more sleep did help my overall well being but the numbness remained. I did continue to slog on with whatever was in the studio. After all the real thinking part of those projects was already done -now it was just doing the work. So at least being productive, although lacking omph.
The last time I was in such state was right after 9/11. I remembered feeling insignificant and helpless. I found comfort watching bumble bees buzzing around my garden and thinking that nature would prevail even if we humans were bent on killing each other. What broke me free last time was an illustration commission and a rush job from 1 of my regular clients. Maybe I wasn't significant but I was still needed in my small world. So I, and the world moved on.
Which brings me to my current state of unease. Since the election, I've felt that all I've taken for granted as life in a democratic society is under attack. Even common sense notions about protecting our planet because we live on it have been sacrificed in the name of greed and stupidity. My new routine includes contacting my congressman and senators about things I'm outraged over. It's the effects of all those NYC signs that say if you see something say something. There is no hiding from what is going on. No peace or comfort that nature will prevail.
Unfortunately, this time around there were no calls from dream clients or rush jobs to distract me. This time around it was a string of small acts. Slogging forward on my current PB dummy revision. Even if it's going too s-l-o-w. Looking into yet another, as my hubby would say, harebrained scheme: opening an Etsy store. (I'll let you know when it's open). But the thing that really flipped my switch was submitting my picture book dummy out yet again. Which at first I thought was odd but I was still happy that something finally worked. Now, I don't think it's so odd. When you submit something you are saying you believe in your project/yourself. Whether the submission get's an acceptance or a rejection is a different story.
What do you do that helps to buoy your spirits and keeps you creative?
Thursday, February 16, 2017
Monday, January 30, 2017
Happy Year of the Rooster!
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| Rooster © Diana Ting Delosh Ink, pen, brush, watercolor |
Bye Bye 2016.
Hello 2017!
Don't know about you but for me, 2016 was one of those years, as a friend tactfully said maybe it's your transitional year. Perhaps. Whatever. On the plus side and going forward, I did have a few AHA moments that I'll share with you. I guess these are my sort of resolutions.
• To only apply/submit to things that are appropriate for my skills, and tastes. I tried a few paths last year that I knew probably wouldn't work in the name of being open and trying new things. Mind you there are problems with tunnel vision too. Still, I need to be mindful of being true to me and not waste time on long shots... just because it's an opportunity. Balance is needed between the two extremes.
• Try NOT to wait until the last minute to submit something before the deadline. Unfortunately, if it's a submission opportunity sometimes they close that window of opportunity early due to a flood of submissions. Yup, it happened to me in 2016. Create and submit, ASAP. Also, my theory is that they start forming their opinions as the submissions come in. So if you wait too long your submission has to be that much stronger. As I said, it's only my theory.
• Must Create Faster. Come up with something unique and beat the crowd to the finish. Of course it's has to be wonderful but sometimes all the fussing may mean that you'll miss out. And then your wonderful idea is no longer unique. You ever notice that as soon as you have a great idea for a star-nosed mole character or other odd animal, that there seems to be a trend for them while you're working on your idea? It's like the universe spied and snitched on your plans.
• BE BOLD. Believe in yourself, ideas etc. - create and submit. Sure you may know everyone else will be creating ABC but if you're thinking MNOP do it. Never mind what everyone else is doing and what you think is expected of you. Follow your instincts. When I did, it worked out really well for me.
Here's hoping we all have something good to crow about SOON!
• BE BOLD. Believe in yourself, ideas etc. - create and submit. Sure you may know everyone else will be creating ABC but if you're thinking MNOP do it. Never mind what everyone else is doing and what you think is expected of you. Follow your instincts. When I did, it worked out really well for me.
Here's hoping we all have something good to crow about SOON!
If you missed it, take a peek at at my latest post on D2PB: Happy 2017 Reboot
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Monday, November 28, 2016
Tick Tick Tick -pssssst
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| PEEP SINGS ©Diana Ting Delosh My spread for CBIG Illustrator Day Ink, watercolor and digital Notice my hand lettering? |
November was a month with a lot of hustle and bustle: an illustrator Day, a first page review with a big important editor; a big portfolio review with an editor, an agent and a designer, egad! Topped off with Thanksgiving holiday! And now I feel like one of the big parade balloons being deflated. Tick, tick, tick... pssst. Feel like all the air has been knocked out of me. Note to self - do not sign up for 3 events in a month with a BIG Holiday ever again!
So How did it all go?
• llustrator day went well. I need to do more of my hand lettering.
• My first page review was super! And it was super mainly because I was afraid my writing was too spare and it was an experimental piece. So to have her "get it" was absolutely SUPER. Need to go with my gut and just write!
• And my Big Review was 2 Mehs and 1 Yay. Sometimes it's just a crap shoot. And yes -do more Hand lettering. Hey, you can't win them all. It's all good info even if it's to know who not to send to.
So what are my plans for the immediate future? To follow up on all the events I did in November. Still have a few Thank you's to send out. To work on finishing all the things I started in 2016. Do MORE Hand Lettering! Try and wrap up as much as possible by December 31st.
In case you missed it:
Art rep, Nicole Tugeau of Tugeau2 reviewed 3 of my illustrations from my book dummy on Kathy Temean's Blog. Take a gander and read Take A Look Sunday - Diana Delosh
My post over at Drawn To Picture Books - The Eleventh Month by Diana Ting Delosh.
I was recently interviewed by Dana Carey on the SUB IT CLUB. Take a peek and read The Postcard Post: Diana Ting Delosh.
Web: dianadelosh.com
Illustration blog: dtdelosh.blogspot.com
Group Blog: drawntopicturebooks.blogspot.com
twitter: @dtdelosh
Check out my shops:
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Saturday, November 5, 2016
INKTOBER2016: Inks 20 - 31
Whew -I survived INKTOBER2016!!! Yes! I did 31 illustrations with various inky implements within the 31 days of October. What I learned from this challenge other than I enjoyed it immensely? Found that even though I do a lot of inking, that a lot of days I need to work on pencils or just Paint all day. Needless to say I did Inktober in clusters. The hardest part was posting/tweeting & blogging about it. Hence this blog post wrap up is a few days into November.
It's just as easy to do preliminary sketches and doodles with a biro as it is to do them with a pencil.
It's fun to do quick doodles with a fat brush pen and no underlying pencil sketch.
The problem with sketching people on the train is that sooner or later they have to move or get off. It's also really hard to sketch on crowded trains.
It's not deja vous numbers 20, 21, 22, and 29 are all related to the same project.
And that's a wrap for INKTOBER2016!
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| 20 - Owl Sings © Diana Ting Delosh Biro, ball point pen preliminary doodles for a project. |
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| 21 - Owl Character © Diana Ting Delosh Biro, Character doodles for a project. |
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| 22 - Owl Sings © Diana Ting Delosh Brush pen warm up. |
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| 23 - Leaves © Diana Ting Delosh Brush pen warm up |
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| 24 - Hedgehog Bride © Diana Ting Delosh Brush pen doodle |
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| 25 - Peep Sings © Diana Ting Delosh Brush pen -Line art |
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| 26 - Village in the woods © Diana Ting Delosh Radiograph double zero point and some pencil left in for texture. |
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| 27 - Lady on the Train © Diana Ting Delosh Biro - quick sketch on train. |
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| 28 - Man on the Train © Diana Ting Delosh Biro - quick sketch on train. |
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| 29 - Another Owl Sings © Diana Ting Delosh Brush pen -Line art |
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| 30 - Fall Squirrel © Diana Ting Delosh Brush pen -just for fun |
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| 31 - Pumpkin Cat © Diana Ting Delosh Brush pen - just for fun |
If you're interested in seeing the rest of my Inks click on: INKTOBER2016: Inks 1 - 9 and INKTOBER2016: Inks 10 - 19
In case you missed it:
My post on Drawn To Picture Books: The Eleventh Month by Diana Ting Delosh: It's that time to rally one last huge effort before times up. Tick... tick... tick...BOOM! It's November, the eleventh month and a f...
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I was also recently interviewed by Dana Carey on the SUB IT CLUB. Take a peek and read The Postcard Post: Diana Ting Delosh.
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Twitter: @dtdelosh
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